Well,
i finally managed to get myself a laptop..and due to a recent knee injury-I've had plenty of time with it. It's definitely inconvienient with it being the end of the semester, and I've missed several of my classes....but at the same time..I don't really mind the time off.
I keep finding myself insanely stressed and tense, and I'm always reminding myself to relax.
There's been a lot of hiccups this semester, and the passing of my digital photography teacher hasn't helped. It was just so shocking...and the teacher that has picked up for him has a completely different style...
I'm struggling like crazy with my business class-and come this next two weeks-I will by studying my butt off to try and pass it...I don't know if I can emotionally handle disappointing myself, or my parents again.
I'm rethinking what's important in my life, and what I really want to surround myself with.
The holidays are rolling around...I am nothing but excited...and just like every year previous to this...I will let no negativity or strife ruin anything. Nor will I EVER.
I am soooo close to being done with this part of school...a semester or two left, and I will have my associates in photography....I'm just debating whether or not I would like to try and get some financial aid and transfer somewhere....I really wouldn't mind trying out CCS....and I'm hoping that this spring/summer-maybe I'll be able to find a job in my field